General appeal is so over

One of our primal instincts is to be seen, heard, and accepted by the tribe. Tribe acceptance equates more safety and more resources.

The de-centralized tribe today

Today, our tribe can be scattered across the globe, in person or virtually, with people who share our core beliefs but have never shared a meal with us. Our globalized, inter-connected lives confuse that instinct, and can cause us to seek general, mass appeal. Acceptance from everyone.

Actually, tribe members focus just on their immediate tribe. They don't worry about far-off tribes full of strangers.

There might not be such a thing as general appeal anymore. Each of us contains multitudes and can be part of many distinct, separate tribes or communities around the world.

Not everyone needs to love your work; not everyone even needs to like it. In fact, that just won't happen. But there will be quite a few people who do, who get what you're trying to put out into the world. Those are the people that matter.

Work for those people, and trust that everyone else will be served by someone else's work.

Compassion is an investment

When you're in flow

You don't need a ton of self-compassion. A flow state is kind of magical: you find yourself in a timeless space, empty of your ego and fear.

When you're not in flow

Self-compassion is your life raft. Your fear, anxiety, and self doubt can feel like a small trickle of water in one moment and swell to an ocean in the next.

Each flow state you enjoy is the culmination of choosing your life raft instead of swallowing a lot of negative self talk and sputtering to keep your head above water.

Every time you choose self-compassion, you put money in the bank for flow.

A chair for fear

Stuffing down your fear never works. It will simply re-surface later, in full force.

Author Elizabeth Gilbert is one of my creative heroes. She talks about how fear is allowed to have a seat in the car, but it's not allowed to drive.

One of her readers, Charlotte Murphy, teaches art to fifth graders. Her students suggested they make a Fear Chair, where fear is allowed to sit, but not allowed to run the creative process.

P.S. Aren't kids the most amazing creatures?

Asking "what" you should do is overrated

You can spend years swirling around in the world of "what" you should do, "what" your purpose is, "what" career is best.

Simon Sinek illustrated very clearly in his most famous TED talk "Start from WHY. People don't buy WHAT you do, they buy WHY you do it."

Ways to think about your "WHY"

It's your North Star. Instead of starting your sentences with "what", start them with "I believe..."

Write down your beliefs that excite you, drive you, fill you with energy. Start from there, then move to the "how" you will do that, and then "what" you can do will appear.

A short concentrated difficulty vs. long pervasive difficulty

I haven't danced since November. So tormented about it. 

Every week that goes by, it gets harder to get back to a class. I'm scared of silly things, like being out of shape and feeling pain in my body. Secondly, I've been in a state of rest for months, and objects in rest want to stay in rest.

The persistent false story I keep telling myself: The more time that goes by, the harder it's going to be to dance. This is false.

The truth

Going to dance and dancing is essentially pushing an object in rest (me) into motion (currently not me). It's a short, concentrated burst of energy and therefore only as difficult as putting clothes on and getting myself to a class. Granted, it takes more steps than staying in bed or sitting on the couch.

Each time I choose to work against my interests than for them, I feel worse. This is a long, pervasive difficulty that persists as long as I choose to do the "easier" thing.

It's not easier though. It's infinitely harder to feel bad and guilty about NOT doing something than to do it.

Fighting with an ally

"I'm fighting hard on the 6-inch battlefield," he said, pointing across the length of his forehead.

I coach someone who said this to me the other day. It's a sticky, compelling concept, for sure.

If you're reading this, chances are your life is pretty great. You have a roof over your head, you know where your next meal is coming from.

You probably have the capacity to spend time thinking about living a purpose-driven life doing work that matters to you. It's a pretty good spot.

There's a dark side to it sometimes, when you're fighting. Fighting to stay positive, fighting to think of good solutions, fighting to stay relevant, fighting for more certainty, fighting to catch up, fighting to keep up, fighting to get ahead, fighting for peace and quiet.

The frame of "6-inch battlefield" puts us in opposition to the mind, which is arguably our greatest asset in navigating life.

Maybe it's time to stop fighting with the best friend and ally we've got.

Everyone has one cup

My mother told me that cryptically one day; I'd just turned 19 and was railing bitterly against the latest perceived injustice. "This doesn't happen to other people, only me!" I cried.

"You may think others have so much more, but everyone has one cup of blessings."

"Wealthy people? They might lack true love or health.

Beautiful people? They might not have a lot of deep friendships or grit.

Stable people? They might lead less textured, rich lives, as a result of avoiding risks.

Wise people? They don't have their youth or innocence anymore.

Young people like you? They lack perspective," she explained, smiling.

Your cup is just as full as anyone else's. I want to layer onto my mother's wisdom, years later, with this added nuance:

Everyone has one cup. With gratitude, a growth mindset, and consistent showing up for yourself and your craft, the capacity of that cup grows without limit.

Loosen your grip

"I know."

"I don't know."

Clench one fist for "I know", then clench the other for "I don't know". They're two versions of the same emotion: fear. One is borne out of fear of being wrong, the other fear of not being enough.

"I know" and "I don't know" both make the mind clench up.

They're complete opposite thoughts that yield the same detrimental result: your growth stops.

They're complete opposite thoughts with the same prescription: open your fists, let go, and choose curiosity over fear.

Time to update your belief system

You have in your bag or pocket... the internet. It gets beamed into a device the size of your hand - your smartphone.

Your smartphone has an operating system (OS). It is continuously, obsessively checking for errors, which are then fixed by handsomely paid engineers.

Your phone regularly prompts you to update your OS, but how often do we update our belief systems? Every day, we make statements and decisions based on beliefs that are either beneficial or detrimental to us. Some of these beliefs might be 5, 10, 20 years old -- simply put: outdated OS.

You have to be your own engineer, manually and regularly update your own OS. 

This can look like:

  1. Set aside time to regularly observe your current belief system.
  2. Test beliefs to see if they still ring true and are beneficial to your life.
  3. Find and flag beliefs that are detrimental and no longer serve you.
  4. Dig deep in the "coding" of detrimental beliefs and analyze.
  5. Re-write them as new, beneficial beliefs that move your life forward.